will you?

well so, hey folks. i know i know, it's been ages since i last updated right? hehehehe, i frequently logged in my google account but i didn't know had caused me not to update my blog. maybe it's because of i was so lazy like a cow and didn't have any idea what to write and share? well, one of the main reason is i don't think there will be anyone who read my blog. hehehehe, for me it seems like i'm wasting my saliva. poor my saliva. -.-"

day by day, i didn't know why jaewon kept on playing and spinning around my head even though it's been decades already since i last read him. maybe it's because of his strong aura, hahahaha what a sentence from me. :D i really like jaewon, yes i know i've said these loads of time already but i don't think it's enough to describe my real feeling - how i feel about him. guuuh, is there any who is like jaewon in real life? if there is any, geeez please introduce him to me. i really want to meet him, it's not like i will do something that's related to flirt or seduce or so whatever to that particular guy who looks like jaewon. i will just - have a nice first-meet with him and say, "nice to meet you, and i think i'm having a heart attack whenever i'm with you." (:

hehehehhe, sounds so corny and cheesy right? yes yes, jaewon was the one who made me to be this corny and cheesy. The way he said the three magic words was so unique and odd, haha yes it was odd but oh so romantic. If I was may, I didn’t know what I will do to him as a reaction for the three magic words. Maybe I will hug him for an hour? Hahahha, sounds like a cow. Like I can hug him, hello it’s a big sin but at least, haha I wouldn’t be a sin if he’s my husband. hahahahhaa, yes marry me jaewon then it won’t be a problem for me to hug you all day long— not an hour. :D okay, I know I sound like an aunty. Bye bye, and jaewon— you know didn’t you that I will always miss you and having heart attack whenever I think of you. I will try my very best to like black coffee. (:

i miss you, (: