mrs.

bride wannabe, kau gila ke ape?

hey-yo man, it's been ages- since my latest update. ngehh, yeah i was too lazy and blank to post something to wipe those stupid dusts away from my blog. oh as you all know, i have something to tell you guys, i mean- of course i have something to tell if not, why'd i bother to update my blog right? ahhh, whatever. when it comes for me to explain something- i must ended up- sound like i'm rambling. OKAY, ENOUGH. GET TO THE MAIN POINT, MAK CIK!

okay, yesterday- was kak ngah's wedding. but i wanted to tell a story about me and *ehem ehem* on the day before yesterday. haha, ade ke ayat ni? whatever lah. the day before yesterday, was kak ngah's officially nikah's day so- me as a cousin of course have to attend the ceremony right? to lend out my hands, and sort of things that usually will be done by a truly cousin but i was kinda lazy on that day b'cause i do not like to be the 'telur bunga girl' so, i decided to bother myself by taking care of afiq. heheh, so i didn't look like i didn't do anything, hehehh, thanks afiq.

okay, when it comes for the photographer to take the pictures, i sat at the living room, next to the hantaran(s) and in front of the 'kampung mini model' and lucky me, my boyfriend was sitting in front of me with his two beautiful sisters. must to tell you that, his name is amir hakim. i hope the spelling's right. and his two sisters' name are sofia and alia. alia is pretty, and sofia is pretty pretty cute. i do not know how to describe how she looks like, i wish i could take their photos. but i didn't, haih. and amir hakim, hee is the most handsome boy i've ever met- and talked to.

three of them were attracted with the 'kampung mini model' that's placed in front of me, so that means, they're playing- sitting- smiling- laughing and talking in front of me. i have to say that i was so lucky on that day. hehehhhh. then, i decided to ask their name, and lucky for me again, they gave me the good respond. each of them, answered my question and we ended up being friends for 30 or more minutes. i was so SO so happy.

then, they had had to leave and i didn't have a chance to say goodbye to them. oh i don't really mind about it as on the next day, i will meet them for once again. and it really happened. my sister said that my boyfie won't remember me and i say, of course he will remember me! then she said, no! then i walked toward the V.I.P room and i entered the room. after i took care of the flower girls for about 30 or more minutes, the families of 'pihak lelaki' arrived and i was kinda excited as i will get another chance to meet them.

yes, i met them. and they didn't see me. but i saw them, i waited and waited and waited but it still the same. they kept on playing and playing and playing all the times so i decided to just let my dreams vanish. after 10 minutes, i decided to get back to my work- which was, taking care of the cookies' and bunga telurs' station. when i opened the door, my boyfie was standing there and he looked at me. i stopped, and i looked at him. and guess what he did?


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HE SMILED MAN! HE SMILED TO ME! SERIOUSLY, my heart was beating fast and hard at that time but i didn't show my excitement. i feel so excited in my interior body. then, for the second times (on that day) he smiled to me for once again when i played with him behind the place where the pengantin and the families eat. gosh, i was so happy at that time.

oh, and he is 15-4= 11 years old younger than me, but i don't think it's a problem for me. haha, mengade. oh and here are some of my recent pictures, well yeah for those who didn't know how i look like. heads up- i'm not pretty but i'm nice. hahaha, yeah whatever. :b

oh yeah, i'm the bunga telor girl, hehhh.

okay, ktorng je yg captured gmbr candid, and sumeorng pndng. haha.

ye, gmbr ni tk clear. kakak saya jahat, nk gmbr die je lawa.

wannabe mrs amir hakim. XD

line.

linear inequalities, god damn it. i like it but sometimes- it annoyed me. gaaahh, just let me find it's easy and fun for me. but maybe, after i happen to like it- maybe it will be my bestfriend? hehehh, yeah i hope so.

keep me.

god damn it- seriously. i've finished the my sister's keeper book and what the heck- the ending, gosh seriously- i feel like i wanted to cry. it's not because of i'm sad- it's because of i feel pity and disappointed with the ending. anna died- and she's the main character of this story.

her sick sister, Kate survives and i was like- what the heck! i wanted her to die! god, i really hate the ending. i don't like anna's mother, i do not why but i think she's hypocrite. blame me, curse me, hate me- i don't care but i do not like her. everytime i read her parts, i will imagine it's cameron diaz since she's the one who's acting the role as sara.

jesse, i like you. ngehehh, i'm waiting/anticipating for the movie maybe at the end of this year or maybe next year. next year? you're expecting me to wait until next year? i don't think i can wait till next year.

JESSE JESSE JESSE JESSE JESSE! xD

lala, stop.

lalalalalala, truthfully- i don't think i like you.

lalalalalala, honestly- i don't think i trust you.

lalalalalala, you get what i mean right?

yeah yeah yeah i don't know what happen to me nowadays where these three sentences kept on spinning on top of my head whenever i converse with 'hrm, secret'. i can't blame him/her but i don't think i should blame myself as i think sometimes- he/she or maybe he+she are just so annoying that i feel like i wanted to slam to their face with something hard that will absolutely/incredibly change the structure of their face.

i know i sound mean- but that's the real me but come on- it's not that i mean i will do it in real life. i know i am not capable enough to do it in real but come on dude- stop being so irritated that it would make me hate you. I DO NOT WANT TO HATE YOU AND PLEASE COOPERATE WITH ME TO PREVENT THIS TO HAPPEN, i'm begging you *i guess*

stop asking me- stop questioning me- i want to move on with my life and i don't want anything bad happen to me as i completely know that i have a big examination this year- that it would dramatically change my life if i do not get the best result that i have aim for, since the first year i started my high school life. go on with your life as i do not want to care with it anymore. stop being like a jerk and i do not want to talk about it anymore. gosh, just stop it.

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REPORTER S. IS CURRENTLY ON DUTY RIGHT NOW:

gosh, seriously- what happen to people nowadays? they kept on posting the same thing all over again/places that i think- they copied the same thing like what- maybe their relative/friends or maybe someone else stories? gosh just stop with all of these crappy things. i don't think i could cope with it anymore.

wooooyeah MY SISTER'S KEEPER, i almost finish it and i wanted to know who's going to die. my sister almost spoiled my mood where she wanted to tell me who's that particular person that is going to die at the end of the novel.

oh yeah oh yeah, i watched ONE TREE HILL SEASON 6 EP 13 *just brooke's part only. ngeeeh* and god damn it, seriously. i wanted to watch the whole episodes of season 6 & & & 5 as i've missed a lot!!! gaaaahh, brooke- i feel sorry for her and i have to say that she's a tough person. her face looks incredibly terrible after the stupid man robbed her shop. hoho, yeah spoiler here. gagaagga, sorry oh speaking of gaga, i don't think i like lady gaga. haha i like her songs but i don't like her. my virgin eyes, i'm so sorry and you have to blame lady gaga.

p/s: you said she has a very good fashion sense? please, her outfits are gross.

another p/s: KAK DAH CEPAT LAH BELI OTH!!!! kau belanje eh, eh eh eh eh eh? hohohoho. (:

an- ano- anoth- another p/s: long rambling, long nagging, long babbling- pardon me. ngeeee, (:

FIRST CLASS REPORTER; shernNNNYY woootsss. XD

cling.

today, well yeah as usual i was sleepy- till once, i decided to take a nap while we're in the library- we're not using our wings at that time okay- it's just pn aza didn't attend today so we decided to cool the hot temperature of our body by went to the library. okay, talking about library is not the main point of my update today, hoho.

today, we have an english class where we have to write an essay about our fictional character, about he- my character's name is imran as i really like that name. okay, back to the main point- basically imran is a boy who's born from a poor family and bla bla bla, till he got a scholarship to proceed his study in college. well yeah, as usual- kampung boy travels to city- what would happen to him other than did something that are really stupid and unbelievable where he had been influenced by his friends where he committed an illegal motorcycle racing and he paralyzed after the tragic incident happened to him, serves him right. :D

well yeah after that, i had had to write his life after the tragic incident, and i was too sleepy and this is what i wrote, haha silly me and i hope teacher yoges will accept this. Lol, :p

Imran moved on with his new life- with his new bestfriend which was his wheelchair. Wherever he goes, the lower part of his body which was his butt will permanently cling to his wheelchair.

haha, so what do you think? can it be accepted? haha i don't know but this is the only things that i could figured out and wrote at that time- blame my eyes. (:

LoloSHERNyyyy. (:

bloody-H

i don't know what the hell is wrong with me nowadays. it seems like i've turned into a stranger which i don't even know who the hell i am. yess , of course i know my name but the thing is- i'm not me. last year, i have to admit that i'm a good side of me- where i always studied and studied and studied and i have to say that my academic had improved a lot- compare to my last two years' result, it's freaking awful.

this year, it seems like i have changed to the-past-two-years-'me'. i'm lazy, yeah of course i'm lazy like a mad cow. i love maths, but i don't know what had influenced me since i said that i hate maths. i love science, but i don't know why i found it's way too hard for me- well i said it everytime but this time- i don't know what the hell is wrong with me where i didn't try to understand and study these two subjects which are important to me.

i am not saying that i am fine with the others subjects. it's still the same thing- tension yeah i know the PMR is just around the corner- i'm scared- i'm afraid- but, i don't know what the hell is wrong with me where i'm too lazy to study. i do study- but i don't think it helps me out to get a better marks. bloody hell i don't want to say anything, i think i should stop behaving like a stupid one and change myself-

a confession from me to PMR: hello you, and i have to say that i hate you- kinda bit but i will try to reduce the hatred that i feel toward you. thank you and see you around in 3-bloody-short-months.

edited: i love maths, especially what- linear equations II, god- you got to love it! (: but sometimes, it annoyed me. -.-"

psychic

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sher sher