yes.

kyaaa, today i've got my blinkiess! yeay, i've waited for so long and finally- yuki has updated her thread. i was so so so so happy to see my blinkie. i didn't expect that yuki will make taec's blinkie as a picture blinkie. i did plan to request for a picture blinkie but i didn't tell her- ahhh i love you yuki. haha. stupid blogspot- it wouldn't allow the blinkie to move. look up okay!

even taec was surprised to see his face in a blinkie!

lee.

*close my eyes* KYAAA I'M NOT A PERVERT!

lee joon! aaahhhhh seriously, why are you so hot? with your abs- ahh you really know how to make me drool. it's been twice- i've seen both lee joon and AJ's abs and i seriously didn't know where i should hide my eyes.

taecjay is enough, where should i put leejoon?

skins.

today, the same thing has happened to me. i dreamed of him, again. i dreamed of, them- for the first time. i dreamed of nichkhun- and there was a skin contact between us. i'm so sorry zee, i didn't mean to. and i dreamed of g-d where he's such an asshole to me but we ended up as friends. i even asked him to change his hairstyle but he didn't want to, and we had skin contacts. :D and and, haha i caressed jonghyun's face, junsu's face, nichkhun's face and jonghun i guess. haha, i totally couldn't believe it. and did you guys know that when i caressed every single faces of them- we were in my bathroom because all of us were trying to take our wuduks. haha, my dream was weird. really.

what?

taec's spam.

so so so so so- i was the last one who stayed at zee's house. we both danced abracadbra and it's damn hard. haha, and muhammad kept on punching me and he's pissed off at me when he accidentally hit the wall. well it wasn't me who hit him though. -.-" and i really like the nasi ayam that was made by zuhur. haha like what she said, i believe her though.

btw, this is my current wallpaper. hahahahaha, janet's sexy for making this seductive wallie.


so today i've found loads of taec's picture and they are just like my candies. wohooo, now i have to hunt for more jay's sexy pictures and wooyoung too as i am planning to give them to supp as her upcoming birthday's present. haha, it'll be no surprise if she ever read this. here's some of taec's pictures. i want to tell zee that i do have taste for making taec as my favourite. first of all, we should get starting with this picture first; hahaahaha

he did look different, this was the first time i met him.

he bought a new camera, & we're sharing it.

he said the three magic words when i agreed to go out on a date with him.

he's daydreaming of me- while waiting for me to show up.

as a matter of fact- i didn't show up.

so he decided to come & see what i was doing.

but i said NO WAY & DO SOME YOGA.

so he yelled in disappointment.

the next day, he wanted me to come back to his world- & be his girl.

he kept on saying that, again & again.

so i pinched his cheek as a respond.

but he only stared at me, full of affection.

he tried to show me some magic, that he could lift the air.

soon after, he laughed as he knew he couldn't do it.

but he's kinda mad as i didn't give him any respond.

as a matter of fact, he decided to give up with his sulk syndrome.

he tried to find me- who's standing in the middle of the crowd.

but then he was stopped by some sexy policemen.

in the police station- he's starving & i brought him some food.

did you see what he wrote on his fingers? he said he loves me.

amiratu saleh, taec has officially declared that he is on a relationship with me. you can continue with your crushing on him, i wouldn't mind since i am a kind person but the thing is- i don't want to share him with you. you can get Ki since he's much younger to compare with Taec. hehehe, i'm so sorry if i sound like a bitch here- but it's the fact. well a guy even said that a kpopholic is a bitch, like me. -.-" so now, i want to meet him as i don't think it would be impossible for both of us to converse to each other since he is damn good in english. but yeah, he has the US accent and i am afraid he might doesn't understand my english. hohohohoho.

edited- both zee and syahid (my brother) showed me the same reaction from them "bapak lah perasan kau." hahahahahahaha, chill guys. this was just for fun, even though i wanted it to becomes true. haih, but it is okay- i will try to study hard and will try to further my study in Boston, meters away from his house. muahahahaha, then these scenes will becoming real. who knows? omg, perasan gila aku ni.

sherny loves beast.

give me some presents.

you're really good, did you know that?

okay, so- i have found out a new book- which people always said that book is damn good. the book is actually has written by the author for the young genre, like me. i really really want to read that book. the title of the book is thirteen reasons why by jay asher.

the synopsis of the story: Clay Jensen returns home from school to find a mysterious box with his name on it lying on his porch. Inside he discovers several cassette tapes recorded by Hannah Baker--his classmate and crush--who committed suicide two weeks earlier. On tape, Hannah explains that there are thirteen reasons why she decided to end her life. Clay is one of them. If he listens, he'll find out how he made the list.

i found out about this book's existence from herlyn. who asked her to write a good damn story that has been inspired by jay asher right? god- even his first name is jay. people who have the name of jay always have got amazing talents. i've been searching for all over the internet, i mean- i've asked google where can i buy thirteen reasons why in malaysia? but damn there was no such article that's related to my question. i decided to open the mph website, but god damn it- it's under construction and how am i supposed to search the book? i've opened borders website but it seems it doesn't help me at all. i really want to read this book.

edited- oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah, i'm not singing mblaq's song now but did you know that i don't have to spend a penny in order to read this book? i mean my parents do have to pay the electricity's bill since i've downloaded this book. oh yeah oh yeah, even though i didn't get a chance to read this book by laying down on my bed or else, but it's okay. it's worth- i don't have to spend a penny. i almost click on the buy it now on ebay, damn it would cost hundreds! i love internet!

and, haiyaa i found a new book from the author of a walk to remember which i've forgotten what his name is. maybe i should check out in google- wait up. okay, i've found it and his name is nicholas spark. i found his new book, the last song and- by reading the synopsis i can tell that something bad's going to happen to the male character. but the thing is- the book is damn expensive. RM69.90, i'm not going to waste my money for this not too big and thick book. i can save almost RM70 to buy a new phone. hahaha, my father's saving his money now in order to buy me a new phone. deh- i just make my own assumption.

i want these two books!! ahhh, please please or just give me these two books as presents for my next year's birthday. haaaaaaa, i really want these two books! heh but i still haven't finished jodi picoult's books- i guess for almost 1,2,3,4,5 yeah another five books to go. well, it requires a lot of energy and patience to finish her books. her writing style is too advance- the words and lines make me dizzy sometimes but her books are nice. really, especially second glance but i didn't know why my sister said that book is not good. she even ditched that story by keeping herself busy by reading a place called here by cecilia ahern. okay so i think i really should stop babbling like an aunty.

thirteen reasons why i fell for you.

i feel special.

navi's heart dam(n)age is the best.

he's like a baby. hahahahah toshio's cream.

so i was- boring today, i woke up at *almost 1pm- yeah i slept like a cow and i've been sitting in front of the monitor for almost 7-8 hours. after i've performed my pray for the maghrib- i took a nap and that was when something shocked and surprised happened to me. well most of the fans- i mean all the fans have never watched the last episode of wild bunny but for me- it has happened at the other way. i've dreamed of the last episode and there were me, 2pm and zee. hahahahahaha, that was epic.

well i'm just way too lazy to contemplate and write down in here since i almost have used my saliva especially for zee when i called her just now. basically, both me and zee are good friends with 2pm but- haha the highlight of my dream was i had so many skin contacts with nichkhun which i haven't told zee yet since i'm afraid she might get pissed off. hehehe, but don't worry i don't have any special feeling towards him.

actually i had two dreams- the first one was i had a big argue with nuha- mak anjang's daughter. haha i'm too scared to post here since my cousin might read it and i might get killed. i also had a big argue with syafiqa, m.usu's daughter and i still remembered what i said to her, "awak tipu kita nnt awak fail pmr awak!" i'm so evil to say this line to here, ain't i? i'm so sorry syafiqa, this only happened in my dream. i always pray for you, don't worry. i'm not this cruel in the real life.

envy of me? sorry.

i ain't bias.

first of all, wooyoung has told me earlier that he does not approve for letting me to bias over someone as he said- his cheeks are priceless. he even said that i shouldn't be stupid for liking new chocolate abs and cherry lips- damn, wooyoung- don't make me feel guilty and stupid for liking AJ. haha, i have to run away otherwise i will get killed by supp. she's aggressive, you know. LOL.

the definition of bias- Bias is a term used to describe a tendency or preference towards a particular perspective, ideology or result, especially when the tendency interferes with the ability to be impartial, unprejudiced, or objective. In other words, bias is generally seen as 'one-sided'.

currently listening to BIG BANG's lies- i ain't bias! haih how many times do i have to tell you this? zee oh zee, be ready to be drooling over these candies. hahahahahaha.

look at chansung- waa, hahah i can't see buck's face.

okay, so i have to admit that this is hot. O.O

so, his ethnicity is christian. haih, -.-"

another birthday presents for you, hehh i think it'd be better if i buy a 2pm's album for your birthday. hoho, IT'S TIME FOR CHANGE.

so miss nichzee asked me yesterday- i meant two days before (look at the time, it's almost 2AM baby) she asked me to update my blog. she took my lines where she said that my blog has been covered by dusts. heh, she knows how to convince me. hohoho, earlier- i had a phone call with her and as always me almost being bias talking about AJ, hehe. but still his abs couldn't beat jay's chocolate abs. ahhh jay's abs are the best.

but still- haih because of my talk with her yesterday, she has been successfully make me KIND OF like ring ding dong. in my opinion, that song still sounds like a not song. does my sentence make sense? heeee, since i have a lot of friends who like the ring ding dong, i couldn't tell them that i hate their fav right? oh and today i happened to know that both zee and supp used to have a phone call together, and thinking of the right way to make me stop drooling of wooyoung. heh, as if i drool when i watch him with the ssanti dance. they're mean- haih they decided to make me loves taecyeon and zee said- she and supp have succeed their mission on to make me love taec. well, taec with his beast voice is hot.

MODEMAL- KOHJIMAL- haih with his sexy lips. i wouldn't dare to lie to you, don't worry about it. heh i've made an account in b2st forum- hehehehehe but, i think i need to change to a new one since i haven't gotten a mail to verify my account. lalalalalala, i think i want to have a fight with someone now. kyaa bum bum bam, i hate you!

so today, i've finished a story which was written by dearskye. entitled balloons. oh my god, this story is so damn good. really, the ending able to make me cry. how could the hero died? haih, every story that i read- the heroes must be died at the end of the story. T.T the heroine which i have forgotten her name was an assassin and- dude she's damn good in killing people without getting notice. ahhh i'm way too lazy to make a summary of that story since it will brings me to tears again. ahh, it's such a good feeling when i cried while listening to without a heart by 8eight. huhu, the proposal was damn romantic and unique. really, you should read that epic story. i think i'm going to read that story again. hehehehe- the writer is damn good. she or he able to make me curious and not wanting to leave the monitor but somehow- i did. how could i hang up zee's call?

hahahahahaha, yesterday zee invited me to see her webcam. damn, she did a lot of expressions till i've found my hard time to stop laughing like a mad woman. she even did juri's expression- ahahha damn funny. and and, she even made AJ's lips which it looked very similar. now i miss chupi!! haih, he's so cute, oh and i also miss amir and habib! let's play chi khu pang next time, hee. oh and let's see who can hold their breathes the longest- damn aty took my first place. -.-"

hahaaaaaaa(it means 7, ydk? figure it out by yourself.)haha

slippers.

so today- as usual nothing special happened today. at night, i went to adrena's open house and it was damn awkward since i was the only one who are from sevens. i was like oh yeah, hye uh hum haaa. and- haha her cousin's quite cute, i mean he looks nice and kind. i can tell that he likes kids. but soon after, i got to know what his name is but i didn't remember it- hoho since his name is quite confusing and long for me to memorize. soon after, i happened to know that even though he has got the face but he kinda acts like a girl. what i mean is he owns a lip balm , lotion or else. i do not know and i was damn shocked when i heard about this.

as soon as i got home, my mom asked whether i wanted to follow her to her friend's open house or not. and i was like, why not? the foods were delicious, satay- who doesn't like it? except the weirdo zuhur. i did not know why she doesn't like it. since i didn't know anyone from the house, it was bored and i was sleepy like hell. they were playing fireworks, the big one and the sound bum bam and i could feel the vibrations. it shocked me out. when we're walking towards our car that was when aby said that he couldn't find his shoes. the owner of the house which is my mother's friend asked the sons and nephews of hers if they're wearing aby's shoes. well, our eyes were glued to kids' legs since we believe they could fit aby's shoes. it took damned hell long and i was like- get inside and search again lah! i was sleepy at that time. and then suddenly, haha when all people gathered around aby- that was when aby told my dad that the guy who's in read has taken his shoes. haha, my dad told the guy that he's wearing aby's shoes but- in fact he didn't. the guy is actually wearing crocs. the guy who's in red that aby mentioned just now is actually an uncle. haha, an uncle who wore a red shirt didn't realize that he's wearing aby's shoes. i didn't know how it could happen. all of us cracked in laughter, that uncle's funny. his feet's different in size to compare with aby's.

crocs aren't slippers.

i was hoping for an ant.

bleeeeh my blog has been shouted and screamed my name for all day long because it has been decades since the last time i have swept the dusts away from it. but come on- i do not think blogging is something that is interesting nowadays. the main reason is because i have no idea on what to say. well for today, i do have something to say.

if you were meant to be ended up with a guy who is damnly handsome, romantic or should i say your dream guy- what would you do if you suddenly happened to know that he is your psychic? then you will get the whole situation why he always knows what you feel, what you want etc. if it happens to me in real, god damn it i did not know what i will do.

nowadays, haha what i mean is yesterday i have been rapping like an idiot. :D the reason is actually i wanted to rap all along with jay because his part in TO LUV is damn good. really. i especially like the line, for you- i will wait longer than an elephant's nose. come on, i have never heard this line before. for me, it was damn unique but ugh i find my hard time to rap along with him. his rap was damn fast, haih why do you have to be this talented? yesterday, i find my hard time in gasping for air to breathe since i have been dancing all day long as if i own my house. haha, i kept on dancing while singing because i was alone. being alone is the awesome thing in my life since i can do anything that i want.

for now- i did not know why i really really love to reply my friends' comments in soompi. they are really great and friendly. oh and i am planning to learn on how to use photoshop properly and i have an intention on having an iphone. iphone is really cool, i want an iphone similar like what james lafferty (i guess this is his name, he is nathan in one tree hill) used in one tree hill so that we could be soul mates. haha so not. one tree hill is the best! seriously! i have watched until episode 5 of season six i guess. that drama is really really good and epic.

i'm your elephant then.

pmr.

it has been decades since the last time i have updated my blog. there are too many reasons why i have not updated my blog.

1. it's pmr babe.
2. i'm busy.
3. i'm way too lazy.
4. i'm scared.
5. i have nothing to say.

two more days left, and i prayed to god to give me a bless. wish me luck, thanks.