sleepy.

so monday, yes today is monday. when it comes for monday, for me- there will be no out of ordinary that will happen to me, especially on monday. why? because, if i say i hate monday, i think it would be a sin for me, so i think i should prevent myself from saying it.

first, ugh school's assembly is just so boring and i really hate it, i mean- geez not for today, today we had yassin recitement, it doesn't mean that i hate to recite the yassin, it's just- i hate school's assembly. i hope you can understand what i'm trying to say right now.

second, i had tuition, science tuition. the class isn't boring, but- ugh with my sleepiness, it makes the tuition seems boring. when it comes for me to answer the teacher's question, i will sleepily said, "corrrnnnnnaa." whereas the real answer was, corona. heehh, i was just so sleepy, pardon me. okay, that's all for today.

dear blog, i am so sorry to say but day by day, i found that you're no longer interesting. i am so sorry but don't worry, i won't ditch you. heh, bye.

will you?

well so, hey folks. i know i know, it's been ages since i last updated right? hehehehe, i frequently logged in my google account but i didn't know had caused me not to update my blog. maybe it's because of i was so lazy like a cow and didn't have any idea what to write and share? well, one of the main reason is i don't think there will be anyone who read my blog. hehehehe, for me it seems like i'm wasting my saliva. poor my saliva. -.-"

day by day, i didn't know why jaewon kept on playing and spinning around my head even though it's been decades already since i last read him. maybe it's because of his strong aura, hahahaha what a sentence from me. :D i really like jaewon, yes i know i've said these loads of time already but i don't think it's enough to describe my real feeling - how i feel about him. guuuh, is there any who is like jaewon in real life? if there is any, geeez please introduce him to me. i really want to meet him, it's not like i will do something that's related to flirt or seduce or so whatever to that particular guy who looks like jaewon. i will just - have a nice first-meet with him and say, "nice to meet you, and i think i'm having a heart attack whenever i'm with you." (:

hehehehhe, sounds so corny and cheesy right? yes yes, jaewon was the one who made me to be this corny and cheesy. The way he said the three magic words was so unique and odd, haha yes it was odd but oh so romantic. If I was may, I didn’t know what I will do to him as a reaction for the three magic words. Maybe I will hug him for an hour? Hahahha, sounds like a cow. Like I can hug him, hello it’s a big sin but at least, haha I wouldn’t be a sin if he’s my husband. hahahahhaa, yes marry me jaewon then it won’t be a problem for me to hug you all day long— not an hour. :D okay, I know I sound like an aunty. Bye bye, and jaewon— you know didn’t you that I will always miss you and having heart attack whenever I think of you. I will try my very best to like black coffee. (:

i miss you, (:

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okay so heads up- i was frustrated- disappointed- sad- and freaking jealous! '

chansung, huh twice! it's twice already and ugghhhhhh i hate you. :b *mane ade, main-main je.*

april loves black coffee

sherny, i'm having a heart attack.

- i'll call the ambulance, wait- hold on!

i can't wait anymore, i'm afraid if i have to-

- don't leave me! just hold on!

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now i know, it's actually the end of my life.

sangwoo is actually my first love.

jaewon- i hated him since the moment he appeared in my life.

may- i am so SO oh jealous with her, how can she be so lucky?

(1) yes, sangwoo is actually my first love. at the very beginning when i read CBU aka Conversations Between Us or i would recommend to say, APRIL LOVES BLACK COFFEE- i was totally fell for sangwoo. i am so sure, those people who read this story will fell for sangwoo, same like i did. he's just so sweet- even though he's actually a gang leader of Crist, but- he's just so nice and he will be my first love- ever. but not anymore, after i happened to know that he's actually a bitch and jerk or whatever harsh words that exist on this earth to describe how i feel about him. that's the reason why i wrote, sangwoo is actually my first love instead of sangwoo is my first love, forever. saying that he's my ever lasting first love is so wrong, as i've fallen in love with someone else, which is much more nicer and gentle than this bitch sangwoo.

(2) jaewon, since the beginning he appeared in this story, i don't like him. i mean- i really really hate him. what does he wants from may and sangwoo? being a gang leader of mayhem, he thinks he can do anything that he wants? chapter by chapter, i really hate him and the hate word won't vanish from my mind whenever i read his part. but, when it comes i learned about his real identity where, he's actually not bitch and mean as what i used to think of, he's actually a dorky and sweet. chapter by chapter, i started to fall for him- and i ended up saying that he's actually my first love. yes, sangwoo is no longer my first love, you will get to know why'd i make this stupid decision for changing my first love from a nice person to a bad person- only after you read the story. jaewon's unpredictable, i couldn't predict what will be his next move as- like what i said, he's unpredictable. he's being so sweet towards may, even though he had never said the three-magic-words to may. he said, I'M HAVING A HEART ATTACK and it totally makes me feel like i wanted to stab may from the back so that i could replace her. jaewon will always be- in my heart, even though he's not exist- anymore.

(3) i don't want to talk about her, i'm just so jealous with her. how can she get a chance to experience two-different relationships with two-different-guys? and the most important thing is, jaewon kissed her and i am so OH jealous.


if you really wanted to know what/how i feel- just read the story. the story is just so OH amazing and- i really like it. i spent three days to read this story, and it's just so amazing. at first, i cried so bad as i desperately wanted to finish the story as- i've been abandoned my study but when i finally finished the story, i cried so bad as i wanted it to be more from the author. the ending, kinda make me feel sad as i know how may felt. jaewon- i will always miss him. just read this amazing story, i really like this story. actually, haha i've finished this story weeks ago but i didn't know why i bothered myself to post it here. :b APRIL LOVES BLACK COFFEE, but actually, BLACK COFFEE LOVES SHERNY. buahahahahaha, jaewon loves me! (:

SHERNY HATES COFFEE, BUT NOT BLACK COFFEE.

blaaahhh

okay so heads your head really up, yesterday- i just happened to know that there'll be mtv asian award- again in malaysia. yes, my country- either in genting or sunway. i'm not quite sure about the venue- and my friends said that it may be held in august and i was like, ehhhhh?!!! haiyaaa, i have my trial for pmr in august, and i really want to go to the mtv asian award. it's because of jyp said he won't be able to attend the mtv asian award thingy with WG but he will send 2pm as the representer for jyp entertainment, and i was like, oh yeaaaah chansung! heeeh, i really want to go there but i know- my mom won't allow me to go there.

aggghhh, but come on. the asian award thingy will be held in malaysia man! i don't have to go to the airport and show my passport and buy the flight ticket and so wtv to be at the award thingy. geez, i really want to go there. ughh, i hope they will postpone the ceremony till the end of this year so maybe- i said maybe- i will be able to make it. i really want to go there man. yaaaa~ i want to go there, can't you feel what i feel right now?

oyyaa.

yeah today- my life with amir hakim goes on- pathetically. haha, bengong je ayat, whatever ignore ajelah. okay today's another kak ngah's wedding but it's pihak lelaki. so- haha faham2 jelah. malas nak explain.

after we arrived there, hehh yeah we really enjoyed the food, delicious. when i was busy dealing with my nasi minyak and other yummy dishes, heeh i saw my boyfie. haha, i really miss him. after almost one week- i didn't get a chance to meet him. he was playing with his cousins and sofia. he wore a purple shirt- purple is the wedding's theme and the brand of the shirt is kikilala. yes, i saw it. he's just so handsome.

i really wanted to capture a picture with him but- well what can i do? i didn't have any luck for today, but at least i could see his handsome face. hehehh, maybe i will ask the photographers for his picture. haha, macam lah kasi. okay, that's all and if nak letak gmbr, haha gmbr saya buruk. :D

bride wannabe, trips on the red carpet.

T.O.P, maybe bottom?

T.O.P doesn't know how to dance!!!!!

oh- i feel too bad and mean after i wrote this, oh what i mean is. just read my correction below V

correction: T.O.P doesn't know how to dance well like the remaining four members of BIG BANG!!

seriously, i'm telling you the truth. what? you don't believe me? what the heck man, seriously. i'm telling you the truth. he can't dance well like the other members of big bang. if you don't believe me, fine then. watch the video below, and watch his dance(s) very carefully and try to replay it until you get what i mean by he can't dance well like his dongsaengs.



he surely can dance, but what i mean now is, he can't dance well like the other members of big bang. or, maybe i should say- he can't dance well like the other k-pop stars.


my comment to this song:

(1)taeyang is just my fav in this video, god- he's so handsome. i mean, his voice. his voice is so handsome, hot, sexy ah so wtv. at his part where he said, soshte, or whatever, i'm not good in japanese so pardon me. taeyang, your voice is just so great!!! :D and you're such a great dancer but, sorry you're not my fav in big bang- except in gara gara go.

(2) seungri looks so cute, haha i like him. and his voice, is quite good but he still can't beat taeyang's. (: oh and, haha i like his dancing. he's soooo good in dancing. i especially like the part where he dance- the slow-motion. hope you get what i mean.

(3) daesung, haha his voice is great but i do not know why i don't bother to replay his part. sorry dae, but i know you got a lot of your fans out there. and he's good, in dancing and singing- of course.

(4) haiyaaa, top, yeah i saw the name and you should brush up with your dance skills. you're so lack of it. however, your rap is so cool.

(5) G-d, i do not know what to say. i hate your hairstyle, especially the cl's one. i really hate it, and you made it more- the sexy policewoman, i feel like i wanted to slit her ass. hahah, whatever i'm not a psycho. just ignore what i said just now.

reporter, sherni made her comeback- just now. (: