april loves black coffee

sherny, i'm having a heart attack.

- i'll call the ambulance, wait- hold on!

i can't wait anymore, i'm afraid if i have to-

- don't leave me! just hold on!

..........................................

now i know, it's actually the end of my life.

sangwoo is actually my first love.

jaewon- i hated him since the moment he appeared in my life.

may- i am so SO oh jealous with her, how can she be so lucky?

(1) yes, sangwoo is actually my first love. at the very beginning when i read CBU aka Conversations Between Us or i would recommend to say, APRIL LOVES BLACK COFFEE- i was totally fell for sangwoo. i am so sure, those people who read this story will fell for sangwoo, same like i did. he's just so sweet- even though he's actually a gang leader of Crist, but- he's just so nice and he will be my first love- ever. but not anymore, after i happened to know that he's actually a bitch and jerk or whatever harsh words that exist on this earth to describe how i feel about him. that's the reason why i wrote, sangwoo is actually my first love instead of sangwoo is my first love, forever. saying that he's my ever lasting first love is so wrong, as i've fallen in love with someone else, which is much more nicer and gentle than this bitch sangwoo.

(2) jaewon, since the beginning he appeared in this story, i don't like him. i mean- i really really hate him. what does he wants from may and sangwoo? being a gang leader of mayhem, he thinks he can do anything that he wants? chapter by chapter, i really hate him and the hate word won't vanish from my mind whenever i read his part. but, when it comes i learned about his real identity where, he's actually not bitch and mean as what i used to think of, he's actually a dorky and sweet. chapter by chapter, i started to fall for him- and i ended up saying that he's actually my first love. yes, sangwoo is no longer my first love, you will get to know why'd i make this stupid decision for changing my first love from a nice person to a bad person- only after you read the story. jaewon's unpredictable, i couldn't predict what will be his next move as- like what i said, he's unpredictable. he's being so sweet towards may, even though he had never said the three-magic-words to may. he said, I'M HAVING A HEART ATTACK and it totally makes me feel like i wanted to stab may from the back so that i could replace her. jaewon will always be- in my heart, even though he's not exist- anymore.

(3) i don't want to talk about her, i'm just so jealous with her. how can she get a chance to experience two-different relationships with two-different-guys? and the most important thing is, jaewon kissed her and i am so OH jealous.


if you really wanted to know what/how i feel- just read the story. the story is just so OH amazing and- i really like it. i spent three days to read this story, and it's just so amazing. at first, i cried so bad as i desperately wanted to finish the story as- i've been abandoned my study but when i finally finished the story, i cried so bad as i wanted it to be more from the author. the ending, kinda make me feel sad as i know how may felt. jaewon- i will always miss him. just read this amazing story, i really like this story. actually, haha i've finished this story weeks ago but i didn't know why i bothered myself to post it here. :b APRIL LOVES BLACK COFFEE, but actually, BLACK COFFEE LOVES SHERNY. buahahahahaha, jaewon loves me! (:

SHERNY HATES COFFEE, BUT NOT BLACK COFFEE.