bloody-H

i don't know what the hell is wrong with me nowadays. it seems like i've turned into a stranger which i don't even know who the hell i am. yess , of course i know my name but the thing is- i'm not me. last year, i have to admit that i'm a good side of me- where i always studied and studied and studied and i have to say that my academic had improved a lot- compare to my last two years' result, it's freaking awful.

this year, it seems like i have changed to the-past-two-years-'me'. i'm lazy, yeah of course i'm lazy like a mad cow. i love maths, but i don't know what had influenced me since i said that i hate maths. i love science, but i don't know why i found it's way too hard for me- well i said it everytime but this time- i don't know what the hell is wrong with me where i didn't try to understand and study these two subjects which are important to me.

i am not saying that i am fine with the others subjects. it's still the same thing- tension yeah i know the PMR is just around the corner- i'm scared- i'm afraid- but, i don't know what the hell is wrong with me where i'm too lazy to study. i do study- but i don't think it helps me out to get a better marks. bloody hell i don't want to say anything, i think i should stop behaving like a stupid one and change myself-

a confession from me to PMR: hello you, and i have to say that i hate you- kinda bit but i will try to reduce the hatred that i feel toward you. thank you and see you around in 3-bloody-short-months.

edited: i love maths, especially what- linear equations II, god- you got to love it! (: but sometimes, it annoyed me. -.-"