it has been ages since the last time i checked on my accounts. it has been ages since the last time i updated my story, buahaha i feel sorry for my readers. i did not know why but i do not think i have the mood to update my story and day by day, it seems like i have lost ideas to continue with them. day by day, i able to get rid the matters of jay out of my mind. my emotion has not overtaken me any longer, but i have to say that i miss him. moreover, i do not really miss him like before since i have dreamed of him- smiling at me. buahaha, the dream was good. really good, i really like that kind of dream. it was simple, yet cute. was it cute? well yeah, he was cute- not me. how on earth am i supposed to know whether i was cute in my dream or not? the vision was the same like usual, it was me who saw everything- i could not see my face. ahhh i find it is hard for me to explain the whole situation right now.
ohhhh since i have nothing to say, let me share a story about rats. ughhhh, yesterday i watched travel and living's channel- a program which i do not know what the title of the program is but what i know it was about a female traveler who traveled to india. the most disgusting thing was when she visited the temple in india, the temple which had a lot of rats. RATS. oh my god, that was so oh disgusting! mind if i tell you, it's the custom or shall i say it is a must for the visitors, occupants or so whatever to take off their shoes before they enter the temple. i was like, what the heck? take off the shoes? that means they will step on the shits that had been released by those rats. ughhh and those kids, really like to have rats running around them. i did not know why. there were these two girls, they were sitting and there was a rat sitting in between of them, and these two girls who i did not know what type of word that is suitable for me to describe both of them were smiling and proud to have a rat sitting in between of them. uuuurrr even though someone's willing to pay me a million, i would never enter the dirty temple. yuuckeeer, they said those rats are holy.
why did i keep on talking about rats? i really hate rats. jay park i miss you. muahaha, i really miss jay and i wonder, what he's doing in seattle right now. ohhh and i'm waiting for the hot blood to be uploaded, including she might come back's song. since people said there's a connection between that song and jay, i want to try to listen to it. i wonder if it will be another drugs from 2pm to me. their 2nd album kept on talking about a girl who had left them. first, they talked about a girl who did not know on how to appreciate them, even though they want to leave her, but it was hard for them to do so. second, they decided to hate her- ohhh what i mean is they totally hate her and, they wanted her to come back to their worlds and be their girls for another time? i do not understand what they want, actually. and lastly, they said she might come back. ughhh related songs compacted in an album. i was anticipating for their third albums, but i did not know whether it will come out or not since- ughhh their solo activities even get hiatus. i did not know what jyp is doing and planning right now. netizens are crazy, if they did not bring up the small matter, all of these fusses will not be happening.
edited- muahaha i have listened to that song, well that song's kinda good but i wonder, why did the title said she might come back when the lyric goes- i do not know whether you will come back. ahhh that was confusing, what i like the most- muahaha there are a lot of jay's parts. his voice is sexy. i more prefer for him to sing than rap, i didn't know why. maybe it's because of his voice is seductive? hahahaha, yeah i guess so. oh and my yeon-na, haha he raps really well. yeon-na, i love you but i love jay more than i feel towards you, i didn't know why. i miss him a lot, i am so sorry. *like you will read this huh?*
yeon-na 's
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